I'm feeling so insecure right now.
8(

By's going for his NPCC chalet later this evening til tmr. Gonna miss him badly.
8(
Hope he takes good care of himself.

Sitting for my Grade 8 Piano exam on Monday and that is... Youth Day. W0w.. Definitely a great present for me.
Ergh.
Having piano later in the night, Saturday night and on Sunday, my teacher has arranged for me to practise on the piano i'm gonna play for my exam.
Seriously, i am not prepared!!
But for By and my teacher, i'll put in my best.

I miss him terribly now...
8*(
Takkaire of yourself while u're at the chalet, all right?

Niko: hehs.
Niko: CX GO chalet le~
Niko: sad?
Yasu: ya
Niko: haha.
Niko: dun be sad~ GOT NIKO =)
Yasu: huh..
Niko: LOL they tml 9am go home le mah.
Yasu: but ...i miss him mah..

[He cried out for CX and i cried out for Jas! LOL!!]

Niko: dun worry abt cx.
Niko: =)
Yasu: y?
Yasu: tt ass eats alot...
Niko: LOL.
Yasu: i'm afraid he eats everything
Niko: nono...
Niko: XD
Yasu: i'm afraid others dont have enuff
Niko: -.-
Niko: so u're worried he eats other people's share of food?
Yasu: kinda..
Niko: DOTZ!

LOL! I miss that ass!!!
8(

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
Like no one else can do..
That's why i'm by your side,
And that's why i love you...

O Levels Chinese Oral SUCKED!

I am tired. I really am. I'm simply tired of everything.

Everything.

Not sure why i'm feeling so down...
8(

Omgosh.. such a tiring day for me.

I am sooo sleepy.
8(
I need more sleep!!
*protest*

English lesson with Mdm Aini [band 1] was not as bad as i thought it'd be, same goes to Lit lesson wit Mdm Nardan [is it spelt like that?].

My class was released at 1pm since we had to head for the Jurong island after lunch. Went there and the bus ride was so comfortable, i merely slept throughout, Sheryl too.
Sheryl, that no. 1 FJ-er, slept beside Rastus and somehow, their heads knocked onto each other.

Si Sheryl~
LOL!


HAPPY 16th B'DAY TO LIWEN!!!
Happy b'day to u~
Happy b'day to u~
Happy b'day to Liwen~
Happy b'day to u!!!

Tmr's O Level Chinese Oral Exam!
>.<"
Damn SHIT!

Tiring day.
-yawn!

Pathetic day.

A relief teacher, who took over Mr Leong during the 2nd period of CH, sucks. Ergh.

Assembly! Sheehz. Listened to Mr Yeo for sooooo long, my ears hurt. Slept almost 3/4 of the assembly and fortunately, Sheryl didn't disturb me like yesterday. LOL!

By went on stage to take his trophy for his Sci Project!! SO PROUD OF HIM!!
8D
H0Oray~

Lit essays and memorising of Lit quotes.

I'm slpy!
:'o

Updated.

It's the first day of school today. Woke up early, prepared and i thought i was going to be late. Ran down to meet By and headed for school.
8D

My left leg still hurts after Saturday's bowling. Pathetic.

Mr Long was lame as usual. LOL! Lazy to elaborate.
-.-'

I'm sleepy. Slept during E. maths lesson and now, i'm still sleepy. On the phone with By now, gonna slp soon. I'm afraid i'm gonna slp half way through our conversation.

Long day.
Tiring day.

But i can see By.
8D

Took a cab home after school, was too zonked and sleepy to walk home.
-.-"

Phy essays later.

Updated.

YAWN!!!!

2nd post

Oh man! I'm currently at my Aunt's house. She cooked our lunch -- Claypot rice!
*Slurp*.
It was delicious all right? She's a REAL cook.

My parents quarrelled, once again. Sheehz. I am used to it. But this time's my marm's fault. I think it's because she wants to buy her 3/4s at Takashimaya while my father,both grandmas, my bro and i stay at my Aunt's house.
Like what my dard says: Ridiculous.

I can't say anything.

I'm bored. REALLY BORED! I've gotto stay til like 4+pm before we can leave. Ryan's obviously enjoying his time here, playing all the games we don't have at home.

I don't have photoshop to play with now.

.

.

.

Yea, i'm bored.

Oh yay~ School reopens tmr!
*claps*

I can't wait. I'm soooo looking forward to tmr!
But, i've yet to complete my Phy Essay Qns and 2 Lit essays.

Plan to do the Phy essays & the lit essays after school tmr. Mr Long had told us to pack the monday books, since there may be changes in our timetable. And for the sub-science pupils, there isn't Physics and for me, no ain't any Lit on Monday!! So, there's still after school to complete them.
C'mon, it's "only" 10 essays qns.

Huh...!!!

Went bowling yesterday morning at Bukit Batok CC [near Steffi's house that side] with my relatives. Wow, i played pretty well, not bad BUT my right hand is aching and my left thigh's aching too.
8(
Aw, can someone pls massage my right hand? I'll massage my left thigh MYSELF! =x
LOL!

Last night, i went to church with my Uncle and his family. Surprisingly, half way through the service, my parents came with my paternal grandma! Wow!!!

Heading to my Aunt's house for lunch later.

Can't wait for tmr even tho' the thought of handing in the holidays hw's dreading me a lil'...

Am not gonna blog as often when school reopens, and this time, i REALLY mean it.

Am on the phone with By now and he told me that HE'S GONNA WEAR NO.1 UNIFORM FOR NPCC TMR!!! I know that it doesn't bother you guys but it bothers me!! I wanna see him in that uniform.
But he stubbornly refuses to tell me what time he's going for GOH training at Orchid Park Sec.
8(

Thanks to Boon [whoever it is. not sure if it's Boon chin or lee Boon.], i've edited my previous post.

Went to celebrate my marm's b'day last evening at a Jap restaurant and after which, Ryan and i headed for Popular to buy our stuff while my parents went to watch Poseidon at the Omex Theatre. While in Popular i saw Ryan sitting at a corner reading comics.
Hello! I was rather pissed at him. Y'know, it's Popular NOT a library. DON'T SAMPAT SIT DOWN THERE READ CAN OR NOT?! It's not as if you're gonna buy it all right? Ergh!

Have not started my holiday homework~ I only did like 2 freaking qns of Phy from the 5-yr series!!! Is anybody gonna complete the essay qns?!

My msn conversation with Mr Yar Right [Jia Hao] yesterday:

Yasu says: but r u doing phy essays mah?
Fifa World cup 2006 says: chan will shout the shit out of u

Ed & Wilson, you guys wanna go out on Sunday? Perhaps loiter round Causeway? Tell me asap all right? Erm, most probably about 2 can?

MY HUI VON SISTER & LEO HAVE RETURNED!!! Wo0Ho0~

Piano later.

To Ed,
-.-*
Am feminine.

Last day of frequent blogging.
8(

Yesterday's By's Daddy's & my Ah ma's B'day.
Today's my Marm's b'day!

Eating jap food for dinner later.

I don't think i'm gonna blog that often when school re-opens since it's gonna be a crucial year for me. Erm, perhaps i'm not gonna blog tmr, i've gotto rush to complete my holiday homework!!
So, i'm just gonna blog a short post for today.

Am heading for piano later. Aye..

Homework!
8'(

Was on the phone with By yesterday and half way through our conversation,

By said, "Wo hen wen rou de.." (i very gentle one..)
Me, "No leh~ I THEN GENTLE HOR!!!"
By asked his mom,"Mommy, wo hen wen rou de hor?" (Mommy, i very gentle one hor?)
By's mom,"KNS!!"

LOL!!!

-Rush through homework
-Rush through revision for upcoming Chem Mock Exam.

School life's PATHETIC!!!
>.<"

My cousin, Alfred, over in Australia's gonna return for NS for 2 whole years. Yay~ He's leaving Aust. on 30th June and that means he's reaching S'pore on 1st July!
8D

I MANAGED TO MAKE MY OWN BLOGSKIN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUCH! I was chewing my chewing gum and when i was chewing it LOUDLY, i accidentally bit onto my gum! It's the 2nd time~ This time my gum bled.
8(
It hurts!!!
-bleh!

By changed his no. since he's signed up for an M1 plan yesterday.
Today's By's father's b'day and my Ah ma's chinese b'day!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF THEM!!!





8)

Just playing around with Photoshop again. If you look closely, both of the pictures are made up of a rose and a lady lying down.

Won't be blogging tmr, i think. I've yet to complete my holiday homework: Lit essayS, memorise Lit quotes, 5 year series and Eng Compo.
Pathetic.
Today's Wed and school is going to reopen in 4 days time!
I'm sooo looking forward to it but ... the thought of having to complete my holiday homework...
0_0"

I was reading one of By's letters yesterday & i gotto share this sentence with you guys.

"I know i ain't any hunk but i truly am a babe! LOL!"
HUH...

LMAO! Yes, he's a babe. LOL!!!

Tmr's Mom's b'day and Dard's gonna treat my whole family for Jap food.
Yummy~

I wanna go out on Sunday, anyone?
Wilson~ Want or not? With the same old gang of 11 ppl.
-.-"

OMGosh~ Is that my Ek'e darling?!
AHH~ How're u dude? How did u get my blog eh? Add me in Friendster or MSN for contact all right?
And what r u doing so early in e morning? Got sch ar? 6.11am.. lma0!
Nice to c u ard! Takkaire, sis.
8D

Aights. Back to some blogging. Don't even know what to blog.
Yes, i know that this blogskin's scary. I do find it scary too *shivers in fear*.
LOL!
So.. Erm, people, should i change it back or... remain as this psycho [like what Anjel said. lma0!] one?

Read my tags and realised that Dawn Yang seems to be the hot topic!! I mean it doesn't matter if she's gone for plastic surgery, right? At least she has turned out to be very pretty [unlike Micheal Jackson and his disfigured nose!] and this's an advantage to her! For example, getting a free cab ride from a tiko uncle, to have so many suitors out there [for her to choose the richest and the best looking!] and besides, there are so many people out there [eg. me] who envy her.
DAMN HER!!
-lmao~
And do you guys feel that at some perspective, Dawn Yang looks a lil' like Fiona Xie?

Was playing with Photoshop this morning and came out with:


Venus's Bitch -- Elizabeth Lee Cuiwen.
Sry, i'm a lil' too zilian. LOL!!


Darn! I know it's ugly.. BUT i'm just a beginner! LOL!

Was on the phone with By yesterday and he asked me this..

By, "You know why everytime i send u home, i wanna carry u?"
Me, "Why?"
By, "Cos i wanna carry u for life..."

[Wilson's gonna kill me again. LOL!]

Aw, I miss u.
8'(

2nd post
Just trying out this skin. Give comments, if it ain't nice, i'll change it back to the previous one.
Thanks.

Finally, i made it a point to visit Dawn Yang's blog.

I've always wanted to take a look at her blog but at times the thought just slipped out of my mind while the other times were because i was simply too lazy.
I read the newspaper just two days ago bout the new webbie: STOMP.
Saw her picture on the newspaper and i went,"Ah.. so this is Dawn Yang."

Went to her blog just now and realised how pretty she is. Omgosh. Am jealous, really jealous. HUMPH! UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR~!!!!
Ok! Whatever.
Take a look at Dawn Yang.

Went JB for some shopping on Saturday. All of us [relatives & my family] got stucked at the Causeway Link. We waited for an hour plus just to get our passports stamped. My ah ma told me that the previous time she came with my uncle, they waited for 2hrs+!! Wthell.

There wasn't any ventilation and shockingly, Ryan nearly fainted. His lips were pale so my dad carried him all the way to the front to look for Marm, Ah ma and i. Aiyo.. NCC cadet.
Pathetic.
-.-"
Guides are much stronger. LOL!

While shopping there, i walked past a CD shop and a guy said in Mandarin,"Miss, you wanna buy CD or not?"
I politely shook my head, smiled and walked away. As i walked away, he said,"I this year only 24 years old!!"
WTHIA0~
I jiktao run away, um-chio. LOL! Not bad looking but too old AND besides, i already have By!
8D

Bought a bag, shorts and 2 hair accessories.


Just trying out. LOL! I know the arrangement sucks. I know it myself. I am still trying.
lma0~

In the evening, went to the Alley to eat the char kuay tiao and stingray!
SLURP!!!

And i'm back.

Last night's Fathers' day dinner was all right. Was kinda pissed with my parents.. I don't wanna bring it up again.

PS: Shi Teng-- Go contact Daniel for the 6A5 reunion. Thanks. There're some changes.

I miss u so much.
8(
Absence makes the heart grows fonder...

Just came back from Lit seminar and lunch with Steffi, Leo, Xue Ming and By!
8)
I was supposed to meet Leo at Yishun MRT at 11.15am but chatted with Ying til nearly 10.45am and in the end, 11.15 then boarded the bus.
-.-"
Lunch-ed together and came home. By sent me home!
8D
He asked me to help him take his umbrella for a moment and who knows, the next moment, he carried me~
FLIES!!!
Wilson, don't be jealous.

Gavin Dar has asked me to do this:

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Favourites
Favourite Colour: Pink
Favourite Food: Roasted pork
Favourite Song: Jay Chou's 'Feng'
Favourite Movie: Hmm.. LOTR? -idunnoe-
Favourite Sport: Netball
Favourite Day of the Week: All the weekdays
Favourite Season: We've only 1 season in Singapore unless you're asking Rainy/ Sunny. It's NONE!
Favourite Ice Cream: I don't like ice-cream. It's fattening.

Currents
Current Mood: Happy; Excited.
Current Taste: Nothing.
Current Clothes: 2006 Guides T-shirt + Green shorts.
Current Desktop: Shows the Posting of my Blog. What else?
Current Toe nail Colour: Not painted. Natural colour.
Current Time: 1657hr
Current Surroundings: Sheryl watching YLBFB at my house.
Current Annoyances: Sheryl.
Current Thoughts: What time's Sheryl going home? [LOL]

Firsts
First Best Friend: Perrine
First Crush: Erwin [pri sch]
First Movie: -i forgot-
First Lie: -i forgot- Too many lies. LOL!
First Music: ABCD.

Lasts
Last Cigarette: I DUN SMOKE.
Last Drink: WATER!
Last Car Ride: Sunday.
Last Crush: Chin Xiang.
Last Movie: Poseidon.
Last Phone Call: A few minutes ago by By.
Last CD played: Jay Chou's November Chopin.

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: No. I never will.
Have you ever broken the law: No, i've always been a good girl.
Have you ever been arrested: No, i've always been a good girl.
Have you ever been on TV: Yes, during donnoe-which-year's NDP.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No!!

Things
5 things you are wearing: Guides shirt, shorts, bra, panty, glasses
4 things you done today: Chat with Ying, Went for Lit seminar, Spent time with By, Entertaining Sheryl.
3 things you can hear right now: Sheryl's zibi's laughter, YLBFB's noises, noise from the fan.
1 thing you do when you are bored: Think of everything

PEOLE TO DO THIS:
Sheryl;
Bei;
Ying;
Feng;
Jennifer.

Sheryl's currently at my house, she came to teach me some Photoshop tips.
8)

By went swimming with others.
Am going to JB tmr for shopping!

Shi Teng, bbq on 24th June @ Pasir Ris.
Not sure of the time yet.

Piano later. I'm dreading it.
8(


Just trying out.

2nd post

Tell me, people. Tell me.. Why...

I need someone to talk to, desperately. But it seems like nobody's gonna understand.
I went for a jog this evening thinking that i could run away from my troubles and perhaps, cleanse my inner conflicts, just like Krishna from The English Teacher. I thought i might feel better after being a temporary escapist but no.. n0.. NO!

I am feeling the same.

Piano lesson didn't run well, i knew my teacher was a lil' pissed yet worried since my exam's on 3rd July. I know, but teacher, you just don't know what i'm going through.

I'm only a teenager, not yet 16.

My parents quarrelled, once again.
Yes, again. They are trying to solve things out but it seems, nothing helps. I hear them shout, i hear them spit saliva at each other, i hear vulgarities.

I hear everything, behind the closed door.

Mom, you always say i'm childish.
But in fact, you're the one.
Dad, you always say i let both of u worry.
It's the other way round.

Daddy and mommy,
You just don't know how terrified Ryan and i are..
Whenever we see you guys in this state.
We keep our mouth shut.
We don't wanna bother.
We're tired.

I tear...
But i'll never let others see them.
I conceal my pain with a simple smile
So that no one will be able to know...
All my troubles.

Father, bless them both.

I'll still stand strong for i am sure i have other reasons to live.
Yes, i still have ah ma [maternal].
She plays the biggest part of my life.
I know with each passing day, my time spent with her becomes shorter
And shorter.
I will continue to love her.

Yes, i still have my friends to live for.
They play an important part of my life.
I love 'em all.

I was born for a purpose,
I'm not sure what it is yet.
But i believe He died for me
So i'll still stay strong.
I love the Lord.

Lastly, i've got Ah Chin.
He's another one who plays the biggest part of my life,
Together with Ah Ma.
I love him.
I really do.

If my ah ma sleeps and never wakes up again, I know, i'll still have By.
But if By were to leave me...
I find no meaning to life no more.
I know i've still friends
But they can never replace the hunger for comfort and love
Which Ah Ma and By shower me with.

I am weak.
But with both of them, still around.
I feel safe.

Don't leave me.
8(

[PS. Don't tell By bout what i've written. I don't want him to worry. I'd rather bear this unhappiness myself than to burden others like you guys and esp, By. I know i've gotto tell him sooner or later. People, please leave it to me. I'll find the right time to tell him about my probs.]

I'm scared.
But i'll still stay strong for my remaining loved ones.
I am sure, there are many brighter moments yet to come..

Smile: 8D
[Don't worry, people, i'm feeling MUCH BETTER after blogging!]

Scroll down for the first post of the day!!!

Told you guys yesterday that i wanna show you something right? I was reading mindyourbody yesterday and a guy asked:

Clueless about sexual intercourse
I am getting married soon and i am wondering how to have sex. What are the sex positions?When having sex, do i have to pull back the foreskin of my penis? How would i know if my wife-to-be is a virgin? I have also heard of something called a G-pot. What is that?

LOL! Hello, if wanna have sex, just sex! LOL! Why must ask others to teach him positions? lma0~ And doesn't he know how to check if his wife-to-be is a virgin? LOL!

Jingyi and others are planning a BBQ soon for pri. 6A5 of 2002!! Yay~!!!

I wrote a poem yesterday. Erm, it's pretty long...
Here it goes...:

I was scared.
I was frightened.
We are gonna part at next stop.
The fear which i fought
Achieved its victory.
I looked into your eyes gently
I muttered to you softly
"The next stop's Khatib already..."
I leaned on your shoulder once more
I held your hand tight as my heart tore.
The view outside my cabin flashed faster than before.
Beady tears made their way.
As each tear flowed, i cried harder
Harder and harder.
I took time to remember the feel
Whenever i'm with you.
I let it sink into my memory...

I wanna hold tight
I wanna stop time
So that for us everything will run fine.
You knew not of how i felt
But i cherished the time i was with you,
You could tell...
I felt the skin of your thumb rub across my face
As you wiped those tears no one could fake.
Ever since you left,
The emptiness and hunger are yet to be fed.
Others, i'll never let.
Only fed by you.
Only you,
The dearest to my heart.
If only you knew,
How much i...
I love you.

I miss you.

Set my alarm at 6.45am but when it rang, i told myself, "Just 5 more minutes..No more than that."

But who knows, i woke up at 7am. Rushed like hell. Ran down to meet By at the bus-stop at 7.25am. I reached in time to catch the bus. Both of us headed for Yishun mrt to meet others and after which, headed for Eng seminar at S'pore Auditorium Center [Sommerset].
[And oops, i forgot to bring my ticket along with me and managed to smuggle in! ;D]

The first lecturer was very humourous and succeeded in getting most of our attention. During the 15 mins break, wanted some sushi but Ed told me ALL THE SUSHI WERE TAKEN ALREADY!!!!

#%*&)#@&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;$)@&@!_@$_

Let me share something with you guys which the humourous lecturer told us, he says that not only do Singaporeans make mistakes in writing, mistakes are spotted even with the British.

There are an increasing number of donated kidneys from people who died without parents' consent.

[Found in one the British's newspaper]
LOL! What it was supposed to mean was that there are an increasing number of deceased who donate their kidneys without their parents' consent and NOT DIE WITHOUT CONSENT.
LMAO!

Erm, this example's kinda edited since i can't remember it clearly. It's an example of ADDING IRRELEVANT COMMAS.

A panda bear steps into a bar.
Bartender asks,"What do you, panda bears, eat?"
Panda bear says," I EAT, SHOOTS AND LEAVES."

LMAO!!! What, a, dangerous, Panda, bear. LOL!
It's supposed to be, "I eat shoots and leaves."

The 2nd lecturer succeeded in boring everyone. Didn't know what the hell he was talking.
Ergh.
Oh ya, Sheryl and her gang ran off during the break. LOL!
1 word: Expected.
lma0~

During the break, Xue Ming came and *touched* By's back. By was a lil' uncomfortable and asked him, "You touch my back for what?!"
Eeyerr.. Gay!!
By and i made Wilson jealous too!!
Wo.0ts!

Was freezing cold and luckily, By bought jacket for me.
8)
But i lent it to Xue Ming since i've already have one myself. Well, i needed one more jacket but XM's needs it more than me!
I am a nice girl. LOL!!

After the seminar, By sent me home and half way through, he insisted on piggy-backing me home. But after a while, i commanded him to put me down to earth. And half way through, he acted nerd.
0.0"

** OH YA, BY MADE SUCH A BIG FUSS over the fact that he lost 0.5kg and he made it sound sooooooooo GREAT. Erm, that's because he went sauna. LOL! Only 0.5kg diff.
It's only 500g.
LMAO~!!!!

Tmr: Tution and Piano
Fri: Lit Seminar and Piano [again...]
Sat: JB shopping [8D]
Sun: Fathers' Day dinner

[Will share with you guys something i find it EXTREMELY W-E-I-R-D tmr...]
[And i MISS MY SIS HUI VON~ when is she coming back? I wanna watch movie. I miss her lameness. LOL!]


I know that both of us can't forget about the recent incident but By, we've promised each other never to bring it up again.
I'll keep to my promise...
Even though the memories continue to torment me.

Another dull day.. Erm, well, perhaps, not at all dull since i managed to spend a lil' time with By!!
8)

I don't wanna go any further since Wilson's gonna be jealous and then, i'll be scolded! LOL!

Oh, seems like i've forgotten to tell you guys that for yesterday's Lit seminar, i slept for like 3/4 of the whole seminar and Mdm Lau was sitting right beside me and she didn't know! Was sleeping half way when there's this girl who walked from one end of the hall to the other end and her heels went...

CLICK..
CLOG...
CLICK...
CLOG...

It's an enclosed hall and everyone stared at her. I thought it's a teacher and when i turned to look, i went,"HELL!!" Mdm Lau shook her head and sighed. Well, she's not VERY pretty and she wore a blouse that revealed her shoulders and bra-strip.
YEA! ATTENTION SEEKER!!!!

Hey girls, who wants to wear heels for tmr's Eng seminar? LOLS!!
And then, we'll go..

CLICK...
CLOG...
CLICK...
CLOG...

Muahahaha~ Then those handsomeSSSS will come to ask for no. LOL!!
FJ~
NO!! I'VE ALREADY GOT BY!!! <3 color="#ff0000">E1 VS E2 GIRLS -- Netball
E1 VS E2 BOYS -- Soccer

Aiyah~ Without me for netball, sure lose. LOL! =x
JOKING!
Am sure E1 have lost in both games.

I told Boon Chin yesterday that i'm not gonna play since the weather's gonna be bad. You can't predict when it's gonna rain.
It's either tooo sunny or rain too heavily.
Must as well not go, ya?

People are starting to find out about my blog already. Aye..
Pathetic...
Nvm.. let others find it out themselves.
Let it be that way.
8)

Eng seminar tmr.. Fab.ly early~ Have to reach S'pore Auditorium Center @ Sommerset by 8.30AM. Hate it! Especially when morning trains are soooooo crowded.
Aye.. Nvm, there's BY!
Haha~ Sorry CHUA sai.
lma0~ Jking..


Edited once more. Is it better than the previous one?
Worst.
>.<"

Just now, Leo called and here's our conversation:

Leo: "Hello, eliz ar?"
Me: "Yes, Mr. Leo?"
Leo: "Tmr, 7.45 at Yishun mrt right?"
Me: "Ya..U tmr wearing what ar?"
Leo: "I thought u wearing black shirt?"
Me: "On the second thought..."
Leo: "But i no black leh.."
Me: "WHO WANTS U TO ACCOMPANY ME WEAR BLACK SHIRT? BHB!!!! LOL!!! "

lma0~!!!!!!

By just told me E1 girls lost in netball. HAH! TOLD U!!!

Finally, i'm back at home!

Watched Mr and Mrs Smith last night and my marm and i were complaining what a waste it was for the couple to split up when they were thought as a "Perfect Couple".


Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie Jennifer Aniston.
I know Jennifer Aniston looks retarded in this pic ok? Lma0~!!
I know my editing sucks. LOL! Am STILL learning all right? Learning takes time.

Pretty long day for me today.

Science classses ended at 10.45am and when up to class to look for By and saw him eating. Eat, eat, eat~ LOL!
That's why i call him my Buta! Erm, that's pig in Jap.

After that, headed for Somerset with the Lit pupils for the seminar at S'pore Auditorium Center. Will be heading there again for Wed's Eng Seminar and Fri's Lit seminar. Pathetic.

Oh ya, while i was in the bus, i bumped into my pri school friend, Eugene! :0
Nice to see him around, it's been ages seen i last saw him.
8)

After the seminar, went to BK with Xue Ming, Daisy and Leo while Esther and Steffi headed for lunch over at Marina Sq. Didn't wanna travel any further since i was SOOOO hungry.

School ends at 10.45am tmr~ Yipee ya ya, yipee yipee ya~!

By wanted to send me home after seminar but i didn't wanna hold him back from his swimming appointment with his bro. Oh ya, dudes... i've got a shocking thing to tell you guys!
Buta went for sauna during the weekend! LOL!
No diff in the amount of fats he accumalates in his body! =p
LOL!

Am going to M'sia this Sat for shopping and makan~ Whee!!
Sunday's Fathers' Day.
22nd June's marm's b'day.
23rd June's Grandma's Cheena B'day~!!!!!!!
8)
These upcoming activities are starting to excite me!

Can't wait to go to school tmr...

I miss u, Buta!
Humph.

ADDED IN POST!

2nd post of the day

Slept at 3am and now am in front of the computer once again. Was surfing and wanted to watch the last epidsode of 'Women of Times' but when i register, it seems that we've gotto pay.
CHEY!!!
I thought it's something like YouTube?
Nb~
And take a look at this~
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Wi-7VpReB1g&search=Jay%20Chou%20--%20Feng

This guy sucks! Totally disgusts me!! PUKE! How can he compare himself with Jay Chou?
For goodness sake lah hor~
Eeyeer~!!!!!
>.<"

Will be heading home at about 3-4+pm later.. Since Ryan has got his tuition at 5pm.
Am sooooo looking forward to school tmr~ By By By!!
8)

After my sci lessons end at 10.45am tmr, the Lit pupils [including me] are heading for S'pore Auditorium Center for the seminar at 12+pm.

To that person who misunderstood me [Not Ed] :

It's not that i want to deliberately torture you by not telling you that thing. This just isn't the right time to tell you, seriously. Like what you said [when you came online the 2nd round to apologise and asked me to delete the tag on my board], i've got my own reasons as to why i am not telling it to you. It's not that i wanna torture you. I know you've got an urge to wanna know that thing BUT i'm still not gonna tell you until it's the appropriate time. It may be a struggle for you, you may be thinking all sorts of things and these may irritate you.
But, it's just not the right time to...
I'm sorry.

Smile ok? 8)
Don't think too much. Don't let this affect you too much ok? Don't bring up this lil' miscommunication anymore all right and let both of us continue our friendship like before, ok?
8)
Just hope that she shows signs of love to you the way you want it and hope both of you will last~
I'll still be there for you if you want someone to talk to!!
*Pats shoulder*
Smile, son!

I miss By. 8(

*****
Ok, i'm blogging AGAIN. For the 3rd time today.. Do you guys know how bored i am now, at my uncle's house without anything to do?
Was reading Sarah's blog and i clicked on:
http://sexy.namedecoder.com/

And MY results:



o.0~ Thrilling hugs! LOL! Anyone wants one from me? NO-NO!!

And take a look at By's:



Charming~ Handsome~!!!
Aw, indeed.
=p

Watched 'I Not Stupid 2' just now and cried. lma0~ I THOUGHT i could hold back those silly tears but who knows? Those beady tears just made their way down my cheeks!
-wadeva-

Can't wait to go home.
Can't wait to go home and hug my pillow.
Can't wait to go to school tmr.

If you haven't read the previous post, please do.

It's 2.04am.
Not sure what i'm still doing in front of the computer.

I'm suffering from insomnia and i miss By really badly.
8(

Just finished doing this ribbon thingy for By out of boredom. I started doing it from 12.30am til now~ My eyes are tired but my mind's still soooo awake.

Hope By gets better...
Aiy0!!!!

And.. England won~ 1-0 if i'm not wrong.
Am still wondering if i should go to church tmr morning with my relatives. If i am going, i'm just afraid i can't wake up that early when i'm still not sleeping now.

Good morning~
Ok, suddenly, i have an inspiration to type out an instant poem. Bear with me ppl, if you don't wanna read, you see that red cross at the top right hand corner? Yeapz, go ahead and click it!

Everytime i close my eyes
I see you and wanna hug you tight.
But u were never there
I really do love you, i swear.
If you were to doubt my love once again
I've to go through the suffering and pain
Once more...
Will you catch me if i fall?
Will you still stand tall...
If we are separated?
What will you do if our love were to fade
One day...?
Where are you now, By?
I miss you so, really...

Here i am, blogging.

Am staying overnight at my Uncle's place tonight, together with Ryan. Met up with his family members and headed for church. There's a guest from California today. His name's Scott. He came and perform several songs. Very nice, indeed. My relatives and i left early since Uncle wanted to rush home for the World Cup. Eng VS Par.
Germany won for the very first match. Yay~

While in the train, my Uncle said,"Bet none of the teams scored yet lah... Where got so fast? I haven't fill in the place of the last person!!"
I laughed my ass off [but it returned. Ok~ lamB!]
He said,"What? You don't believe they're waiting for me ar?"
-______-"
Orh. I believe.

Who knows, when he on-ed the tv, Eng: 1 -- Par:0. Hah!! Jagg-ed.

Staying overnight means sleeping without my pillow i hug everytime.
8(
Yes, i hug it even when i study, even when i watch my tv and even when i use the computer. But.. it's gone.
Boo!!

I miss my pillow.
but...
I miss By even more!!!

He's down with fever and shockingly, he ain't at home now. That's what his marm says. Hope he didn't break his promise and go swimming.

watashi wa anata wa suki desu...

Went to school as per normal this morning.
Things ran smoothly! Yay! 8)

Nothing much happened today. I'm gonna stay overnight at my Uncle's house during the weekends.

I'm in Band 1 for english!
8)

Gonna have piano later at 9.15pm and Mrs Lim just called to tell me that my Grade 8 Practical Exam's on 3rd July at 10.54am~!!!! AAARRRRHHH!!!

Updated.

I've deleted my previous blog for some sort of reason. Don't feel guilty, Ed. Ain't your fault.

Sorry bout yesterday.
8)

Not sure why all the negative things are happening to me recently.
1. My parents quarrelled
2. My paternal grandma's kidneys are failing
3. By and i quarrelled 2 days ago
4. Ed and i quarrelled yesterday

Things seem better today. Hope my upcoming days will be like today too...
I really miss those days when everything ran smooth for me.
Aye!

Due to all that have happened recently, i'm zonked, physically and mentally.

Honestly, i didn't have any regrets after deleting my previous blog.
I'd reveal my blog URL to others who i've not yet told when it's the right time... Perhaps when things run smoothly again for me.

8)